Saturday, September 16, 2006
wasnt really busy these few weeks ...
withdrawn from the crystal thing cox my grp seldom go ...
save time also anyways ...
didnt go for the sci thing which i'm supposed to go during holi ...
jux dun get it , y mux there still be tests when exam is like so near ...
aren't they supposed to give us time to revise ...
ard one month more to EOY ...
gt quite many things to memorize n study ...
tink will fail some sub ...
dun wan think of it also ...
pract exam coming soon ...
dead bored ... its like 27,28,29 sept ...
stress month ...
SazE
saturday
5.42pm
stan @ 2:35 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
had a bad day ...
who can i blame ?
i rilly hope sometimes tt i didnt exist ...
y mux i be born into this world of miseries ?
its unfair ... being a human is difficult .
hw i rilly wish tt everything will jux end ...
by committing a suicide wld be a sin ...
so wad else ? walk on road n be knocked down by a car ...
this wldnt be my fault or a sin then ...
who wans to be born ugly , fat , lame ...
nobody ... bt its jux something tt one cant do smth abt it ...
y mux ppl bad-mouth abt others ?
y mux ppl laugh at others ?
all these do hurt ppl alot ...
who wans to be born stupid , lazy , shy ...
its jux nt something tt one wans ...
everybody loves to compete ...
compete in studies , work , play , money , life ...
is it necessary ?
death could solve all problems bt
y nt face the problems ...
ok i'm contradicting myself ...
life is jux very meaningless to me .
born - study - give birth - work - die ...
eventually one still dies ...
so might as well nt be alive?
i dunno
SazE
Thursday
10.40pm
stan @ 7:22 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
had a tuesday passed just like that
slept at like 1 plus yest ... nt main point ...
i have so many things to tell God everynight ...
bt i jux dunno hw to or wad to sae ...
i jux feel weird n abt to fall off ...
feel tt i'm going to lose faith ...
i dunno why ...
woke up ard 12 plus today n
went eat lunch n then to bukit m. mac to do some things.
then went hme ...
ard 8 went to run with some person at park
then tt person half way went to run ard the estate
n i went to run to tiong alone instead ...
was rather far n was competiting with buses n bicycles
kinda lame n stupid cox obvious lose one ...
then ran back hme ...
it all took up ard 1/2 hr ...
nth much ...
SazE
tuesday
11pm
stan @ 6:55 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, September 04, 2006
bored ...
went marina square with some person A yest ...
bought like some thing ...
ok then was time to go hme ...
then went running ...
was like ran ard my estate with some person B ...
quite far i shd sae ...
most probably run to tiong n back to hme tmr ...
bt haix ... jux nobody wans go ...
is it tt dangerous n dirty ?
i tink its more fun than to run in the deadly park
i shall run alone then ...
todae went for bio in the morning ...
then reached at like 9 am for lesson then
cher was like i tink overslept n then lesson started at 10 instead
thx so much for shortening my 1 hr sleep !
then went to harbour to eat lunch with some person C !
n then went to B hse for awhile to steal food !
n then went to err g*m with some person D !
lol ... g*m was argh bad ... lucky din see ppl of whom i noe ...
then went hme n nth else ...
study is so off my world now !
nth much ...
SazE
Monday
11.00pm
stan @ 7:49 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
had been a few days b4 i last posted
n late HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela !!
( my 5th time )
argh u dun need to thank me agn ... lol ...
nowadays the 15 yr old kids tt jux had their birthday
r so poor thing ... now then can make ic ...
mine alr rust until cannot rust liao ...
its nt i wan one actually bt tt's the difference betw a child n an adult
of like 6 yrs ... ( 1 mnth = 1 yr )
i din go sch on thurs ,,, had wad celebration n end sch rather early
quite a waste of time tually ...
sort of pon la .. bt jux sae tt i was sick .
friday ,, went out with dr to i tink ard raffles city ...
then nth much for tt day ...
then sat which was yest ,,,
was some children's birthday ...
kids nowadays ,,, r very rude ...
wish them happy birthday then they ask u call back tmr ...
i woke up late ,,, n so din go to ...
felt bad bt sort of made another promise ...
then had to go to uncle's hse early ...
then sort of went bowl with cousin ...
argh score was bad ... so dun wanna type out ...
then was like went out !
n went home ...
so i didnt study at all for like 4 days alr ...
abit out of point ...
SazE
Sunday
10.10am
stan @ 6:54 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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had been a few days b4 i last posted
n late HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela !!
( my 5th time )
argh u dun need to thank me agn ... lol ...
nowadays the 15 yr old kids tt jux had their birthday
r so poor thing ... now then can make ic ...
mine alr rust until cannot rust liao ...
its nt i wan one actually bt tt's the difference betw a child n an adult
of like 6 yrs ... ( 1 mnth = 1 yr )
i din go sch on thurs ,,, had wad celebration n end sch rather early
quite a waste of time tually ...
sort of pon la .. bt jux sae tt i was sick .
friday ,, went out with dr to i tink ard raffles city ...
then nth much for tt day ...
then sat which was yest ,,,
was some children's birthday ...
kids nowadays ,,, r very rude ...
wish them happy birthday then they ask u call back tmr ...
i woke up late ,,, n so din go to ...
felt bad bt sort of made another promise ...
then had to go to uncle's hse early ...
then sort of went bowl with cousin ...
argh score was bad ... so dun wanna type out ...
then was like went out !
n went home ...
so i didnt study at all for like 4 days alr ...
k abit out of point ...
SazE
Sunday
10.10am
stan @ 6:54 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello
Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your
CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D
